deep...

It's been almost a week since my last post and I must admit, I haven't really had a worthy thought to add till today, when I almost crashed in the emotional waves of the day, and yes, my passion: my chosen career. I was faced with a few challenges and blessed with a few rewards, simultaneously, and I just found the day weighing on me and felt the urge to write, to find relief.

What happened?
About the challenges...it is a sad moment when I, an overly passionate, overly conscientious, overly caring, and just extremely overly person has to realize that not everyone can be helped, more sadly, not everyone WANTS to be helped or is willing to even listen. So let go and watch them disappear in the current, pulled down by the bulk of their rigidness, and drown in their screams of stupidity. Oh yes... And we have to let go. It is painful and I hate it! But go ahead and ask me how to make the tummy disappear and the sagging backs of the arms flatten and tighten and so on and so forth. And when I tell you to increase cardio and work the big muscles you ask for tricep and ab exercises to do, EXCLUSIVELY! Well than...I consider myself a health and fitness GURU so why won't you listen to my advice? There is NO quick fix, no shortcut. I want to make you better and I go out of my way to make you listen and retain, and incorporate and learn to like what you do, and to want to pass on the knowledge.
Let go....

Then... I have been so fortunate to have had clients who became more than just clients, and have enriched my life and have given me the "fuel" to go on and continue talking loudly to the def people. I cherish these encounters and they make my choice so plainly clear, that this is the only thing that I want to do for the rest of my life and I will continue to brainstorm and invent various modes and ways of helping people live a fuller, funner life (I can make up words, I'm not form around here) while inflicting considerable amount pain and discomfort.

I have also found, that the new Neutragena Butter Hand Cream is wonderfully great scented and comforting, so go out and buy you some! Best on whole wheat toast...(kidding!!)

I have also found that if you do nothing else but say a good thing to someone and make them smile and feel good for one minute you have done a great deed for the day. One good thing...

I have also found that my dogie gets jealous while I write and feels neglected (husband is playing with Nintendo wireless) so I should limit these posts to during the day, when normal people work...lol.

I'LL BE BACK