Sunday, July 6, 2008

at the end of the day - about life

What is this all about? What does everyone want, at the end of the day? I'll tell you: to be loved. To have affection and human touch, and have some to love. Fat, skinny, blue, white and yellow, we all want some affection. But also, at the end of the day we must ask: is it worth denying self, is it worth the sacrifice, the hardship, the friction and the sadness? I answered this myself and now I am alone. And I can tell you this much; loneliness is painful and it takes a lot of fish oil to keep smiling. But at the end of the day I know that I like myself and I like who I am. I cherish everything I have and everyone I know. It's all precious and I am fortunate to have this all. But at the end of day it's sad to be alone and it physically hurts sometime.
So how important is it? Is it worth the pain?
I am not sure...

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